Thursday of the Nineteenth Week in Ordinary Time

Optional Memorial of Saints Pontian, Pope and Martyr, and Hippolytus, Priest and Martyr

First Reading: Ezekiel 12:1-12

Responsorial Psalm: Psalm 78:56-57, 58-59, 61-62

Gospel: Matthew 18:21 — 19:1

Daily readings: https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/081326.cfm

God tells Ezekiel to perform a pantomime in front of the whole city. Pack your bags in the middle of the day while everyone watches. At evening, dig through the wall with your hands and crawl through it in the dark, shouldering your burden, covering your face. When people ask what you are doing, tell them: this is a sign. This is what it looks like to be carried into exile. They have eyes to see but do not see. So God gives them a picture so simple and so strange that they cannot look away. He makes Ezekiel into a walking parable.

Peter asks the question that every human being eventually asks about forgiveness: how many times is enough? Seven times, Lord? That is already generous. Jesus says no — seventy-seven times. And then he tells a story. A servant owes his king an amount so enormous it would take a thousand lifetimes to repay. He begs for patience. The king, moved with compassion, forgives the entire debt — wipes it clean, cancels it, lets him go. The servant walks out the door. And immediately grabs a fellow servant by the throat over a debt that is, by comparison, pocket change. That servant begs in exactly the same words: be patient with me, I will pay you back. The first servant refuses. He has already forgotten what just happened to him.

Today the Church also remembers Saints Pontian and Hippolytus — two men who were fierce enemies. Hippolytus had set himself up as an antipope against Pontian, a genuine schism in the early Church. Then the Roman emperor Maximinus exiled them both to the Sardinian mines, where the conditions were so brutal few survived long. In that darkness, shouldering their burden the way Ezekiel described, the two enemies reconciled. They became brothers. Both died as martyrs. They share the same feast day because they share the same ending: forgiveness given, not as a theory, but in the dark of a mine shaft, when there was nothing left to hold on to except each other and Christ.

A few questions to sit with today:

1. The unforgiving servant had just been freed from a debt he could never repay — and walked out and forgot it. Is there a forgiveness I have received — from God, from someone I love — that I have not let change how I treat others?

2. Jesus says forgive from your heart — not just from your behavior, not just from your words. Is there a person I have “forgiven” outwardly but am still holding the debt against inwardly? What would it mean to release it all the way down?

3. Pontian and Hippolytus reconciled in a mine shaft when they had nothing left to protect. Is there a relationship in my life where pride or self-protection has been keeping me from reconciling? What would it take to lay that down?

4. Ezekiel’s people had eyes but could not see. Is there something God has been trying to show me — through circumstances, through other people, through a feeling I keep pushing away — that I have not yet looked at directly?

One small thing for tomorrow:

Think of one person you are carrying some grievance or distance toward — something small or something large — and pray the Lord’s Prayer slowly, paying attention to the line: “forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.” Let that line land where it needs to.

Lord Jesus, you told Peter seventy-seven times, and I think you knew he would need it, because I need it. I have been forgiven more than I can calculate, and I still find myself gripping small debts like they matter. Help me to see what the unforgiving servant could not see — that the freedom you gave me is supposed to flow through me, not stop with me. And when forgiveness feels impossible, remind me of Pontian and Hippolytus: enemies who reconciled in a mine shaft, who found in the darkness that there was only one thing left — you. Help me to find you in those places too. May they pray for me. Amen.

If you’d like to share: is there someone you have been carrying a grievance toward that you sense God is asking you to release — and what has been making that hard?