Examen: Thursday of the Eleventh Week in Ordinary Time

Thursday of the Eleventh Week in Ordinary Time

First Reading: Sirach 48:1-14
Responsorial Psalm: Psalm 97:1-2, 3-4, 5-6, 7
Gospel: Matthew 6:7-15
Daily readings: https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/061826.cfm

The Book of Sirach pauses today to sing about Elijah and Elisha — two men whose lives were so fully given to God that miracles followed them like a second shadow. "Like a fire there appeared the prophet Elijah, whose words were as a flaming furnace." That is not a description of someone who was loud or impressive for its own sake. It is a description of someone so filled with God that simply speaking the truth changed things.

Then Jesus gives us the Our Father. Right after yesterday's reminder to pray in secret, today he teaches us what to actually say. And it is striking how simple it is. Not many words. Not elaborate theology. Just a child talking to a Father — your name be holy, your kingdom come, give us bread, forgive us as we forgive, keep us from evil. The whole shape of the Christian life is right there in a few lines.

The line that tends to catch in the throat is the forgiveness one. Forgive us as we forgive those who trespass against us. Jesus drives the point home at the end: if you do not forgive others, your Father will not forgive you. That is not a threat — it is a description of how the heart works. A heart clenched tight around an old wound cannot receive much. The same hands that hold a grudge have a hard time holding grace. Jesus is not asking us to pretend the hurt never happened. He is asking us to let the debt go — for our own sake as much as theirs.


A few questions to sit with today:

1. When I pray, am I actually talking to my Father — or am I going through motions, filling time, performing a duty?

2. Is there someone I have not yet fully forgiven — someone whose name comes up in my chest before my mind? What would it take to loosen that grip a little?

3. Did I ask God for what I actually need today, simply and honestly, the way a child asks a parent?

4. Where did I see God's kingdom show up in a small way today — in my family, my work, a stranger, a moment of unexpected peace?


One small thing for tomorrow:

Pray the Our Father slowly tomorrow — once, out loud if you can, pausing at each line. Let "forgive us as we forgive" land fully before you move on. If a face comes to mind at that line, hold it there gently and say: "Lord, I release what they owe me. Help me mean it." That is enough.


Lord Jesus, thank you for teaching me to pray. I confess that I often rush through words without really meaning them, or I come to you with a list instead of a conversation. Slow me down. Help me to pray the way you taught — simply, honestly, from the heart. And the forgiveness part, Lord — I need your help with that. There are places where I am still holding on, still keeping score, still carrying something I said I already let go. Free me from that. You forgave me everything on the cross; help me to forgive others the small things I am still clutching. Through Mary, who forgave the world its rejection of her Son, teach me what gracious release looks like. Amen.


If you'd like to share: is there a line of the Our Father that always catches your attention or feels especially alive for you right now?

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