Examen: Saturday of the Eleventh Week in Ordinary Time

Saturday of the Eleventh Week in Ordinary Time

First Reading: 2 Chronicles 24:17-25
Responsorial Psalm: Psalm 89:4-5, 29-30, 31-32, 33-34
Gospel: Matthew 6:24-34
Daily readings: https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/062026.cfm

There is a quiet tragedy running through today's First Reading. Joash — the child hidden in the temple, protected by God's faithfulness, crowned king by the courage of a priest — drifts. After the death of Jehoiada, the man who guided and formed him, the princes of Judah come flattering, and Joash listens. He forsakes the temple. He turns to idols. And when Zechariah, Jehoiada's own son, stands up to tell him the truth, Joash has him stoned. The man who owed everything to that family cannot bring himself to hear an honest word from them.

It is a sobering picture of what happens when we stop seeking first the kingdom. Not usually a dramatic fall — more often a slow drift, a series of small decisions to listen to the flattering voices rather than the faithful ones.

Jesus speaks directly to this in the Gospel. You cannot serve two masters. Do not worry about food, clothing, what tomorrow brings. Look at the birds. Look at the wildflowers. Your Father feeds them, clothes them, holds them — and you are worth so much more. Seek first the kingdom of God, and everything else will find its place. It sounds almost too simple. But worry is its own kind of idolatry — it is trusting our own anxious management of the future more than we trust the Father who already holds it. Jesus is not asking us to be irresponsible. He is asking us to remember who we belong to.

On a Saturday — maybe tired from the week, maybe carrying anxiety about money, health, family, the future — this is a good word. The Father knows what you need. All of it. Before you ask.


A few questions to sit with today:

1. What have I been most anxious about this week — and underneath that anxiety, what am I really afraid of? Have I brought that fear honestly to God?

2. Is there a voice I have been listening to this week — flattering, accommodating, comfortable — that has been pulling me away from what I know is true?

3. Did I seek the kingdom first today, or did I let worry, distraction, or comfort run the day?

4. Where did I catch a glimpse of God's care for me today — something small, like a bird or a wildflower — that I almost missed?


One small thing for tomorrow:

Tomorrow is Sunday — a good day to name one specific worry you have been carrying and place it at the foot of the altar at Mass. You do not have to have it solved. Just set it down and say: "Father, you know. I trust you." That act of release, even if it does not feel complete, is the beginning of seeking the kingdom first.


Lord Jesus, I come to this Saturday carrying more than I probably need to be carrying. There are worries I have been turning over all week that I have not really handed to you. Forgive me for trusting my own anxious planning more than your faithful provision. You clothe the wildflowers and feed the sparrows, and you have never once forgotten me. Help me to believe that not just in my mind but in the tired, worried places of my heart. Free me from the quiet idolatries — the comfort, the approval, the security — that I keep choosing over you. May Mary, who trusted you with everything she could not understand, teach me what it looks like to seek the kingdom first. Amen.


If you'd like to share: what is one worry you would like to set down this weekend — and can we pray for you in the comments?

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